Did you ever feel like when you're living in your own world, and all of sudden, you realize, there's much more to explore and many other things happening around you. But you are too busy living in your own 'not so perfect world' till you didn't notice everything around you and what you're missing? well i have..
These past few days, i have gone through some interesting activities, i may say..and it makes me realize that how shallow n how i was living under the shell thins whole year..I've been missing out a lot of things and moments that i should have, since im still 21..and yes, this November going 22.(urrghhh..how i hate that number..could i just stay 21 forever?)
So im not growing younger, everyday i can feel my olderness*i like to use my own term hehe* getting older n older..
i know 21 is still young, but i feel like I'm living as if I'm 30!! :-(
when i just about to spread my wings, 'something' or someone has destroyed my so called adventure.. i guess i have to deal with it..or maybe this is not the right time for me to go boom2 pow! *haha!*
coz im still studying, probably God sent *it* to me so that i could focus on my stdy 1st..and if God's willing, i cn enjoy my life with my own money when i already have a carrier..insya'Allah..=) and also enjoy in a Halal way...wawawawawa~
but still, i really2 hope i could experience new things in 2010..pliz3....
Dont you know, im an adrenalin junky..;p
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