i've lost my will to study, same as my commitment to him

-cant stdy
-cant focus
-lack of energy
-no enthusiasm
-feels helpless and hopeless
-i cant see us like b4 anymore
-cnt accept 'things' anymore
-after this no more
-no more turning back
-no more forgiveness
-no more 2nd,3rd or 100th chance
-things always happened on xm week
-perfect timing
-need to be alone
-need to be in peace
-most importantly, needs to be with the ALMIGHTY GOD