Everything shall be fine, dad.

My dad will undergo a minor surgery tomorrow for his sinus.  It's not the surgery that bothering us, it's the initial stage, the bius injection which doc said there's a high chance of stroke attack during the surgery due to age and heavy smoking habit factor. Hence, let's all pray for his safe procedure tomorrow. Ameen

Al-Fatihah

Al-Fatihah...
Fidyahkan pahalanya ke Asmah Ibrahim.
Semoga di tempatkn di kalangan org2 yg beriman dan solehah.

A mother of 18, Asmah Ibrahim

It's sad to see when a mother of 18 final moment ending this way. :(

Can you imagine if you are in her situation? While on your deathbed, hearing your own sons and daughters quarreling in front of you over the smallest stuff that turned big because of self pride and ego? How do you thing that makes her feel? Do you think it has never crossed her mind "I've failed as a mother"?

They have been arguing since....forever. The drama never seems to end. Do you think all of these are worth it?

I can't bare to look at her full-of-disappointment face, even in coma

There are 16 of you. xkesian ke tengok mak sendiri dying in that kind of situation? Aunts and Uncles, for once, please put your ego & pride aside and make peace even if it's for awhile. For the sake of your own dearest mother. she's not gonna be here for long anymore. The least thing we can do at this point is to ensure she could go in peace. Don't let her leave us brokenhearted. Stop burdening her. :(

Lets pray for her, may she be in peace no matter what.

Love u Nek.

Mom

Mom, thanks for everything.
You've done so much for me.
I thank you for being my mom and I LOVE YOU. ;)
one day, i'll make you proud. INSYAALLAH.

blissfully blessed

I don't need a man, with big house, big job, big cars, even big personality. All i need is a man with a big HEART. And a big FAMILY to support me in everything i do. and today, i want to express how thankful i am for having such family and boyfie. Yup, they do have big heart eventhough sometimes i feel like they're exploiting me. ;p

Have you ever wish, "if only i could have parents as cool as them" or "as rich as them", or anything similar to that situation. Well you should give it a thought first before you wish for anything that you'll regret wishing later. Everyone has their flaws. no one's perfect and there's no such thing as a PERFECT family, guy or whatever. the word PERFECT itself can brings different meaning to different people. Maybe for her, perfect guy means men with big dough or men with face like Leonardo Decaprio. And maybe for him, perfect girl would be Girl with big titties or pretty face, or daughter of tan sri, funny girl and etc. so? just be thankful for what you have, and appreciate them as long as they're with you. Eventually, their flaws could slowly turn to one of their strength with positive attitude and respond from surrounding people, don't you think? If u don't trust me, give it a shot. pick someone u think deserve to be a better person, Appreciate them more, treat them better and you'll see the result. remember. If you want people to treat you right, Treat them as how you want them to treat you. *betol ke ayat? errr..not sure*

All i want to say is, since he's away and i'd spend most of my time with my family, it makes me realize how generous and kind hearted my family is. i mean deep deep down inside, they do love me and treat me like their little sister that still needs protection and pampering. hehe. *untung jd ank last ;p*

I love you guys with all my heart, I promise when I start working, i will pay back all your good deeds. thx mom, dad and sibs.

<3 u guys. oh, not to forget, <3 for my mok too. i miss you the most dear. may god bless you, and protect you from all harm syg. ;)

Unknown Evil Virus!!

Okay, im not sure from whom did arish get the infection. But i'm sure it's not from me. I think. heheh. well, maybe it's from me. But i didn't have the fever just cough, flu, sore throat and dizziness. errr..on second thought, maybe it was from me. =_='

It started after we got back from one of my cousin's wedding at Melaka. On monday, arish's temperature started to shoot up til 38'C. poor arish. at 1st we thought because of his first new tooth. But after 3days, his condition looked worse. We went to the clinic and right away he had to be warded because of dehydration and low blood platelet i think. The dr claimed there were some sort of virus in his body but they're unable to identified what kind of virus. 3 days later, with God's will arish sehat walafiat.

But unfortunate for mom, she got infected by arish. only worse. tu la mak, yg mak p doa saket arish pg kt mak knape. huhu. so mum's warded at hospital serdang. my god!! nk menunggu doc bapak lame!!! can u imagine we had to wait from 11 am until 7 br mak dpt masok bilik wad. poor mom, ak rase sume org yg saket p hospital serdang tu bertambah saket kene tggu berjam2. melampau sgt lamenye. when we complaint to the doc, de ckp. sbb hospital serdang sbnrnye utk saket2 yg memerlukan specialist je, but since ramai sgt org yg dtg, even org yg saket biase2 je, de dh jd mcm hospital gov. btol ke? kalo da tau org rmi g sane, transfer la doc2 biase dkt sane.gileeeee....haih. kene masok 2 bags of blood coz dr said her hemoglobin dropped almost half. sgt merisaukn. looks like the virus suck ppl blood internally.creepy.

thank god mom only warded for 3 days. today, already discharge. moga2 makin sihat ok mum! ;)don't worry, i will take care of you. Luv you much much!!