I Love YOU, GOD.

Alhamdulillah, everything went well and it has certainly opens up my mind and makes me think thoroughly about this situation. it makes me realize how things could change easily if God wants to. You are indeed the Powerful Almighty, which could turns thing upside down in a split second. And i realize it now. I want to make a vow to myself, i promise i will change as best as i could with YOUR help, and i don't want to have my past repeated in my future. I have to be strong. I need to strengthen my will, and my faith to God. Insya'allah, everything will be alright. at least, i hope so.

and for those who think it's too late to change, you're wrong. Never stop yourself from changing just because you think you'd stray too far and can never go back. If there's a will, there's a way. God will always be with you, if you are in the right path with the right heart. and i hope, this time around, it would be my turn to change and find my own path again. when things are not complicated with no dilemma or whatsoever.

I know how someone could change and turn our life upside down in just a second, and most of the time, not in the good way. But you have to remember, everything happens for a reason. Your job is to find the reason and learn from your past. yup, that's what past for, to teach you to be more mature, think wiser and choose carefully. Never make decision out of anger, excitement or in any kind of unstable emotion and mind. Take your time, think wisely, and try see things from the future aspect. What are the possible consequences and does the pros outweigh the cons. This is my mistake, never think thoroughly, and never think of the outcomes. But Im still thankful to God, coz now i have learnt my lesson and i will choose and act wisely. Never ever make decisions that could impaired your bright future, for example from the education aspect, or even career aspect. Never let anyone be the reason you can't focus on your study, you lose golden opportunity just because of sweet promises they've made to you. Not until they really show the efforts and result.

This whole situation had got me thinking, is it really worth it? Do i need to bear with all these? I know i have better choices, but can i really make wise decisions? Can i stand with the persuasion, temptation and all? I pray to God, and hope i could. Insya'allah.