Complex Mind

I am complex in the head

I can be manipulative at times

I have a wicked mind. and heart too

Discontent.

I love sorrow

I love misery

I love all these negativity

But I hate it.

I hate how my mind works

I hate how my heart feels

I am aware of everything I am

I am too weak to change it

I am too clueless

I need to learn

To be strong

To be brave

To stand on my own ground

To stand up what you truly feel for

But what am I standing up for?

Too Complex. Too Clueless

-The
Distraught Mind